Because the Riki I know would rather throw himself off this balcony than sit here with me.. I just dont want to get into it., Jungwon purses his mouth. When Jake was down with a fever last month, Riki did all of his compsci homework for him even though Jake never asked him to, and he oddly sent a bouquet of flowers to his apartment. Sunoo makes a noise in excitement. Its nothing to admire, though. Sunoo was just so loved by everyone, and Riki loved him too, and he wanted to be like him. I watched him look up Word Document templates., Sunghoon shakes his head. You take it, he replied, reaching into his pocket. Youre fun, Heeseung said once theyd both calmed down. Despite all of Rikis faults, Jake honestly adores the kid. Something that belongs to them, is for them and only them. But then Sunoo hums, rolling his head to the side so that he can look at Jake. You asked me if you could come over, sat me down, said, I want to break up, and then watched me as I cried. Um if you lose do we all have to pay, sunoo When Riki broke Sunoos heart thirty minutes before and watched him pick up the pieces, he hadnt shed a single tearthere werent even any tears for him to suppress. Uh, Jongseong says, because hes stupid, and he falls in love easy, and he dug his own grave when he accepted Sunoos proposition, and Yang Jungwon is staring at him sweetly and asking to be kissed. He tugs at Jongseongs sleeve. I love you, Jungwon repeats. Youre just always really happy when you talk about him. But now, I think its more than that., Jake scrunches his nose at a possible implication of that. He knows what this is about. Trying is good., Riki furrowed his brows together; the anxiety in his chest dissipated, replaced with a buzzing warmth. It had been time for them to head back to campus. Each of them are spending summer break either working, at paid internships, or on vacation, and very few of their schedules overlap. He sees it in Jongseongs smile when Heeseung tells a joke, whether its funny or not, especially when its not. It hurt to know that, even though Jongseong knew his feelings were irrational for two reasons. Sunoo slings his tote bag around his shoulder. He can see how Jongseongs heart bleeds out on the ground every time Heeseung chooses Riki over the rest of them, but he also sees how Jongseong picks his beating heart up himself, staples it back on his sleeve. Sunoo is staying the night at Jongseongs apartment with Jake and SunghoonJungwon doesnt quite know whats going on between them, and hes honestly afraid to askso Jungwon has the room to himself. He wants to catch Sunghoon before hes showered. It depends on Riki., It all hinges on whether Jay and Heeseung stop sleeping together. You know, was The Bet because of The Breakup?. Let them learn. Youre just different., Sunoos face stiffened. When are you heading to California, by the way? Jungwon asks, picking his bag up and slinging it over his shoulder. WERE YOU LIKE Riki, he shouldnt see. I think it would convince Riki very well, Jungwon says. I poured you guys shots, Riki says, pulling Jake out of his head. Heeseung had made a face and said no, sorry. Not The Bet itself, but all the effort hes putting into it. Of course we are, Sunoo says with a roll of his eyes. The term was first entered into the crowd-sourced slang lexicon in 2010. You knew about us, right?. He would never hear the end of it. Pass. Jongseong only stares mutely at the cat whiskers laid over Jungwons toes. Riki still likes all the same things. Jungwon also knows that Jongseong feels guilty about it, knows that its the one thing thats kept them from dating, from going the whole milehow he feels for Heeseung. And Jay, Isnt capable of letting go of people he loves?, Jake laughs. Hey, Heeseung muttered into the top of Rikis head, I got you., Riki sucked in another quivering breath. You would be better at art if you knew the techniques and everything, the history too maybe, but you can still make art, I think. I lied me an jay are pregam,ing the pre Eventually, they relocate to Jungwons bed, sitting side-by-side, parallel with the short end of the bed, their feet hanging off. Vrithika, I'm super mad at you. Overwhelming, but good. He was smiling. Okay. Oh, did I never tell you guys. He really, really cant. Heeseung and Riki would barely post on any social media, but when they did, it was always photos of them with each other. Jongseong tears himself up over it; whenever hes caught looking at Heeseung when Jungwon is also in the room, he rips his eyes away like hes just committed a crime. But it was okay, because Riki used his winnings to pay off his debts to everyone, so if you look at each of their bank accounts, basically nothing has changed. He still likes Sunoo. Even if you can stop it. And the thing everyone knows about Sunoo is that hes a sweetheart. However, the problem with that is two-fold: he wants it more than he wants whats best for himself, and he doesnt realize that the way he defines whats best for a person is relative to himself. It can be a thing between us three, though., Oh, Jake exhales, trying his best to seem like his world hasnt been flipped upside-down. We can practice.. Theyre strangely familiar. Sunghoon nods and gets up. Im getting really tired of it, Jungwon says, squeezing his eyes shut, clenching his hands in fists. He knows that he was born on the 9th of February, that hes an Aquarius, and that he loves Park Jongseong and has loved him since the day theyve met. Jungwon is the one gasping this time, and Jongseong is the one taking advantage of his parted lips. Okay. well its not like it was the first time he saw jake having sex. Makes sense.. He hated himself, but the die was already cast. When Jungwon steps outside the building, he bumps into Heeseung, who was practically sprinting. jongseong I think youll like it., Yeah? Heeseung says, smiling back. His eyes are shiny; his nose is still red from crying and from being outside in the cold. Jongseong sucks in a breath, jaw hanging open as he looks up at the pretty boy who has placed himself in his lap. WHAT THE FUCK? Yang Jungwon is the sun, Jongseongs sun. For now, at least., Jungwon lifts a brow. Whats the point in playing along with this bet if we dont have some fun?. Jake nods in understanding. I think itll be fun, Jungwon says, sliding his fingers between Jongseongs. He never pushes. Hey, if youre going to fall asleep immediately, at least change into pajamas.. Boyfriend: Hey, wanna go to the movies with me later? Also, sorry. want to meet halfway on main green? It was justhow it was. I cant explain it, But I want to explain it, Heeseung says. Ever. We should hang out more, said Heeseung. Jongseongs mouth is on his even before hes able to say please. Thank you, by the way, Riki said. Hes unduly self-sacrificing to the point that his selflessness errs on the side of selfishness. He looks at the painting again, squinting and looking for a face hidden in the composition. How? Jongseong wheezes. She gave me a weird vibe. Or, one of the elephants in the room. Riki pulls back from his neck to see the look on his face. And please dont pretend like you dont know what Im talking about., Heeseungs face twists. Did something happen?. Please dont do that.. Riki, hey, Heeseung said. Now would be the worst time. i thought you were going to korea tmr to see ur grandparents, jongseong What did you do to Sunoo the other night? Jungwon asks as he takes a seat next to Riki in the lecture hall. Riki looks at him, but doesnt say anything. He pats the seat next to him. I know its awkward, and I know hes still mad at me. Theyve made it to Jungwons lecture hall, and they slip inside to escape the bitter cold. He really only met Riki recently, through Heeseung, even though Riki and Heeseung became friends at the beginning of the school year. Other times, Riki came to him with a piece of American slang he didnt quite get, but always heard people using, embarrassed and shy. Nothing, Riki says. Jake steps in, and then reels at the sight of Sunoo. Sunoo was the best person Riki knew. Jongseong learns two things from this experience: He wonders who taught Jungwon how to kiss. This man is just red flag after red flag. Sunghoon rolls his eyes. With Sunoo, Riki wanted to be something he wasnt. um sorry U guys want to come? He just really, really does not like the way Jongseong goes about, well, everything about his life. Jongseong and Jungwon; Heeseung, Jake, and Sunghoon; and strangely, Riki and Sunoo. Sunghoon, Jake chokes out, too horny and pent up from months of beating around The Foursome bush to feel embarrassed at the way his voice cracks on the second syllable, I dont want a repeat of The Foursome. Youve convinced yourself youre dragging out the Jungwon thing because you think its best for him that you dont fully pursue things with him, because of Heeseung, but have you ever considered that Jungwon doesnt care?, That Jungwon doesntwhat does that mean?, Sunoo doesnt bother answering that part. Sunghoon hums. His feet were tired from dancing. A person can empathize with others as much as they like, but it wont change the fact that their subjective experience is fundamentally different from everyone elses. Not Jake, though. What does thatits not like I can have them both., Sunoo sighs. BuzzFeed has a popular YouTube series where celebrities read selected thirst tweets about them. See you, Riki says, and Jungwon makes his way out of the building. Heeseung and Jake manage to swindle five-percent shares each; Sunoos share is cut down to forty-five, Jongseongs back to five. Sunoo watched. What they are, and what Jongseong doesnt trust himself to let them become, its the elephant in the room. If You have a Bestie, Keep them We are more than best friends, we've been through way more. And you take good care of Riki.. Item #5 on the list: Jongseong is incredibly perceptive, except with the things that matter. He still isnt. And, okay. Sunghoon was surprised when Heeseung brought Riki to their smoke session the other week; Heeseung has a weird tendency to gatekeep the people he likes. The logic of what theyre doing doesnt make sense. Heeseung rubbed the back of his head. Jongseong sees them like this: If Riki killed someonewhich isnt a non-possibility, if Jongseongs being honestHeeseung would be his first call. me: a new one? My phone is my bestie. Riki stares at the ceiling fan as it whirls. The moon and stars shine prettily on his cheekbones. Sure, Sunoo says. But he liked them and he had a friend in most of them, so it wasnt too bad, he once explained. This is the thing: Jongseong knows Heeseung is lying. Theyre all tangled up, and Jongseong knows that this is more than practicing, much more, knows that this was never for the sake of The Bet. Are you feeling sick? Jongseong asks, running his fingers through Jungwons hair. Theyre cold, but soft. I genuinely think that that was one of the worst decisions Ive ever made., Jongseong slaps a hand over Heeseungs mouth. Rikis been working on his conversation skills, going through situations and things to say in his head; its easy, well, easier with Sunoo and Jungwon, but its still difficult to keep up English with strangers and near-strangers. What do you mean?, Riki sighs. Cmon, he says gently, we should start getting ready for class.. No one stirs. Riki rolled over onto his side; his forehead subsequently pressed into Heeseungs shoulder. Jongseong and I left anthro together, and he mentioned that you and Riki were at his studio. Sure, tell yourself that, Sunghoon says, patting Jongseongs shoulder and heading out of the kitchen. T-shirts, posters, stickers, home decor, and more, designed and sold by independent artists around the world. Because its you, he keeps inside. Yeah, Jongseong said with a frown, but were friends too. He sounded like a jealous girlfriend. Is it? Jongseong asks. Instead of lamenting the loss of the one person who youve previously been able to (physically) lean on in times of trouble, the internet has presented a new solution: What if everyone is your bestie now? We havent texted outside of the group chat or really spoken since.. Know what? Its yours., Heeseung grinned. That includes the way you feel about Heeseung, Jungwon saysshouts, really. He didnt need to explain himself to Heeseung; he knew that, but he wanted to. Because really, nothing did happen. Sunghoon, who was in the middle of pulling off his sweatshirt, makes a strained sound. Its been two days. Note that due to the nature of the algorithm, some results returned by your query may only be concepts, ideas or words that are . ! Its February, five months after The Foursome. me: ok i saw that already Depends, he says, eyes narrowed, if you lose, do I have to pay too?, Sunghoon raises a brow. You go with Jungwonie, into Sunoos ear. You havent, though, so take your time., Jake doesnt think hes ready to talk about it any deeper than they already have, so he just nods. Then Heeseung pinches his cheek. He looks at Jongseong darkly. What difference would it have made?, I dont know! Jongseong shouts. please support us in our patreon : https://www.patreon.com/Lenny23Discord : https://discord.gg/9jt3HegurxOriginal video:Instagram @nastykidalen @tric_cj @col. How do you know about that?, Riki shrugs. Sunghoon just wants you to be happy, Sunghoon says. a lot drunk Come sit, Riki says, not wanting to waste this chance. Sunoo is double concentrating in Public Health and Gender Studies, Jongseong in Anthropology. For instance, the new Gen-Z app Hive almost never goes a tweet without using the term to refer to its user base. Weve only bet fifty dollars, but this is the plan: you two need to start playing it up.. Jungwon thinks theyre a little like how the moon refuses to be captured by a phone camera, how when youre standing outside on the breakdown lane of a highway, motionless, the cars whooshing by you, you cant really see whats going on inside the vehicles. Its abstract: a wash of colors. YouTuber Adam McIntyre frequently uses the term in reference to his followers. I Jumped Into an Orgy With a Stranger Because I Thought He Was Hot and Wanted To Hop On His Dick., Jongseong blinks. I justI feel so guilty.. All of you. He isnt sure if hell ever be able to say it at all. He knows where they stand. Higgens field When he effectively killed Jongseongs laptop in a prank gone too far, he bought Jongseong a brand new laptop even though Jongseong definitely couldve afforded it himself. Jongseong feels his throat tighten. Heeseung and Riki, howevertheir love feels like watching something in motion. Do you want a hit? the stranger asked after a moment. Oh, good. None of that is new, and none of that will change. Because Sunghoon hates me.. Somewhere fancy. Between them is the most striking part of the painting: its something like a green pasture with blue skies and white clouds, and it takes up so little of the composition, but its like everything elsethe chaos, the violence, the adrenalineis building up to that tiny, serene pasture. Its not a bad thing. He lets out a moan when Sunghoon at last gets the door open, and waddles inside. Tell Heeseung I say hi, okay?. I knew that I was going to get hurt in the end, but I still, Jongseong finally looks back up and into Jungwons eyes. Im afraid to ask you Tiktoshh - Breezysmamager, Millennials & Gen Z Finally Team Up to Dunk on Gen X, Heres How 2020 Vision Predicted Celebrity Deaths and Why Its Calling 2021 Vision a Fraud, This Frontline Doctor Shared the Story of Her Miscarriage. That person?, Heeseung doesnt respond for a long time. Im sorry., Jongseong looks confused. What does that mean? he asked, even though he knew exactly what Heeseung was talking about. As TXT said, "I just wanna be your dog!". Riki can we talk about how you never talk in here but when Heeseung sends anything u respond in 2secs, jongseong There it is: the elephant in the room. Sunghoon bites his bottom lip, looking at the wall behind Sunoo when he admits, Before The Foursome, we used to do things., Sunoo hums and thinks about it. The love Jongseong gives him will always be more than enough. Google, remember? Riki says. All orders are custom made and most ship worldwide within 24 hours. He internet-stalked Heeseung the next day. Music The Nishimura Riki who loved Sunoo is not the same Nishimura Riki who sits here tonight. Smoke twirls into the air. No matter how much you care about them, even if you know better, even if theyre making a mistake, you have to let them make it. He was in the middle of a drag, and when he pulled the crutch from his mouth, smoke billowed into the space between them. vypratanie bytu po zosnulom vypratanie bytu po zosnulom Home Realizacje i porady Bez kategorii vypratanie bytu po zosnulom A person who no matter what is the best thing that ever happened to you. Theyre on the kitchen table. Do you know him? Riki asked, eyes flicking back down. Jake goes to pull him into his arms, but Sunoo immediately pushes him away. Its fine, really, he said, and Riki believed him. Sunoos eyes are wet, and Rikis throat is tight. Im excited. And its really weird when you refer to yourself in the third person., Sunghoon snorts. You put everyone else first, even when it hurts. Sunoo and Sunghoon loop in the rest of the group minus Riki the day after. He never says it. Hes exhausted. Why hes trying to bankrupt his ex-boyfriend., Jungwon shrugs. NO In my defense, Heeseung-hyung broke the seal, Sunghoon says, raising both his hands. He threw a blue shell behind his character. Jungwon wordlessly tugs him inside the building. How do you really feel about Riki? Jungwon asks. Jongseong knows the answer to his own question. His lock screen lights up with two texts sent at the same time.
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